1. |
Monarch
01:15
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I the Monarch butterfly
Watch as I pass you by
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2. |
St. Lost
03:04
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What can you do for me boy
I cannot help that I feel like a bird without a wing
I'm a loner in my corner
You can say hi just don't hold me when I cry
Maybe we can dance to freedom's house
Where we can laugh as loud as we wanna
Follow me
It’s my treat
You won’t owe me
You won’t owe me anything
But if you like we can skip in my backyard
Trees whisper my name back there
Sayin I ain't a saint I'm just lost
I wanna hold your hand but what's the cost
I'm Saint Lost
Maybe we can kiss in the sun
Carve our hearts in the trees
No more silence
In our sadness
I’ll keep you close
Just don’t step on my toes
And if you like we can skip in my backyard
Trees whisper my name back there
Sayin I ain't a saint I'm just lost
I wanna hold your hand but what's the cost
I wanna hold your hand but what's the cost
I wanna hold your hand but what's the cost
I'm Saint Lost
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3. |
Controla
02:20
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No puedo controlarte
Sé que tienes tu propia mente
Si yo fuera más fuerte
Habría entendido
A entenderte lentamente
No tenía el corazón
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
No puedo controlarte
Sé que tienes tu propia mente
Si yo fuera más fuerte
Habría entendido
A entenderte lentamente
No tenía el corazón
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
Controla
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4. |
Kite In The Wind
04:04
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When the summer starts to fall
And the cold begins to call
Lose the feeling of it all
With your back against the wall
Your back against the wall
When the color fades to gray
And there’s nothing left to say
To be until my dying day
Come whatever may
Come whatever may
Like a kite in the wind
Needing somewhere to land
Stay connected by a thread
Like a kite in the wind
When there’s nothing left to fight
They’ll be no wrong from right
We can burn eternal light
For people of all kind
For people of all kind
When the winter turns to spring
And the birds begin to sing
Joy and peace can bring
An end to suffering
An end to suffering
Like a kite in the wind
Needing somewhere to land
Connected by a thread
Like a kite in the wind
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5. |
Esperanza
04:00
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La danza en sus ojos
Sin nubes el cielo le canta
Curiosa en su mente
Ojalá la pudieras ver
Nunca creí que abrazaría a mi
Esperanza
El sol en los ojos
Una danza
My esperanza
The dance in her eyes
Cloudless skies sing to her
The jumps in her mind
I wish that you could see her too
In all my dreams, I never believed I’d hold my Esperanza
With the dance in her eyes
Una danza
My Esperanza
Nunca creí que abrazaría a mi
Esperanza
El sol en los ojos
Una danza
My esperanza
Una danza
My Esperanza
Una danza
My Esperanza
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6. |
Make You Happy
02:23
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You weren't made for me
Not for me
The way you knocked me by your bedroom door
The way you looked it made me sore
When I came back in you said
I look like a changed girl
And, I said
How about you come back a changed man
You got me mistaken for someone who wasn’t making you happy
Don’t think about coming to my bed
I meant every word I said
Didn’t occur to me that I
Wasn’t making you happy
Making you happy oh
Something that I was missing
I never listened to myself
How could I forget where I came from
You had me mistaken for someone who wasn’t making you happy
Don’t think about coming to my bed
I meant every word I said
Didn’t occur to me that I
Wasn’t making you happy
Making you happy oh
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7. |
Mercy
03:44
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Your scars will talk
What good will it do to hush em
Afraid to even touch them
Why God did you give me such luck
I’m watching you watch me
You look in my eye and see nothing
But everything is what I dealt
How true is your truth
What’s next
A tug on my bottom lip
I bet I'll have to get used to it
Scolded even if I cry a bit
My wounds
My wounds gonna heal up quick
Heal up quick
Mercy is what they call me
Sitting on my throne of pity
Wondering where it will get me
How true is my truth
How true is my truth
What’s next
A tug on my bottom lip
I bet I'll have to get used to it
I’m scolded
Even if I cry a bit
My wounds gonna heal up quick
My wounds gonna heal up quick
My wounds better heal up quick
Heal up quick
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8. |
Ma & Pa
03:41
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Am I dying or already dead
Replaying old words that Pa once said
I thank him for that tough love though
He taught me to fight and how to sew
Am I living or just alive
Replaying old words that Ma once said
I love her for the love she gave to me
She taught me to read and sing
I wonder what they’re doing right now
Do they love each other the same
Do they claim me as their daughter
I guess I love them anyway
Do they play tunes on the front porch
Sippin on bourbon and sweet tea
What do they say to the neighbor on the left when she asks about me
Do they smile when they see my name when the phone rings
I wonder what they’re doing right now
I wonder if they’re talking about me
Is mama combing out her grey hair
Is papa sitting in his rocking chair
I wonder what they’re doing right now
If they love each other the same
Do they claim me as their daughter
I’ll still love them anyway
I wonder if they look the same
Sitting on the porch watching summer rain
Does papa tuck mama in at night
And wipes away her tears when she cries
I know I’m far away
But I know I’m gonna see y’all someday
I know I’m far away
But I know I’m gonna see y’all someday
I guess I’ll love them anyway
I guess I’ll love them anyway
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9. |
Nina
03:37
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Nina walks with a knife in her back
She don’t know no one else can see it
She moves so quietly
What would the long haired boy think
She's too far off
Look at them scars she got
She wants him but she can’t win
She's just too full of sin
She moves so quietly
What would the long haired boy think
She's too far off
Look at them scars she got
Nina walks with a knife in her back
She don’t know no one else can see it
She moves so quietly
What would the long haired boy think
She's too far off
Look at them scars she got
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10. |
Outer Love (Remastered)
04:33
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Waiting in outer space
Wishing to touch his face
I’d tell him to his face
Dreaming of you all day
With the stars at me feet
I ain’t incomplete
Dancing with our fates
I can’t wait
Full moon shining bright down
I bet I can spot his town
Promise I won’t break down
Thinking about what he’s thinking
Oh
With every tear I make another star
With every tear I make another star
Though he’s far
Oh
Oh
Wishing on the moon humming to myself above
Wishing on the moon humming to myself above
My outer Love
When he laughs lifts his chin
And he starts twitching
Hitting all the right moves
Reminiscing
He writes with his tears
He climbs with his fears
Hitting the right notes
Hitting all the right notes
Full moon shining bright down
I bet I can spot his town
Promise I won’t break down
Thinking bout what he’s thinking
Oh
With every tear I make another star
With every tear I make another star
Though he’s far
Oh
Wishing on the moon humming to myself above
Wishing on the moon humming to myself above
My outer Love
Full moon shining bright down
I bet I can spot his town
As this time will fly by
Through many moons go him and I
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11. |
Adamly
02:39
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When you were young did you play on the beach
Picking up sea glass don't cut your feet
When you were young did you ask about girls or
Play with the boys who don't look a thing like you
When you were young did you catch lightning bugs
Or play ball in the street and yell car
Were you allowed to play on the lawn
Or did you mess up mama's garden
But what scares you don't scare me
I'll help you back to your feet
I am you you are me
We're sure something
We’re sure something
Adamly
Now that we’re old let's play on the beach
Picking up sea glass, don't cut your feet
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Every time I go
Weight lifts from me
Our love has grown cold
I must set me free
You see I've never been a selfish man
Always the first nigga to give a helping hand
But at this point I’ve done all I can
Never learned
What I am to you is not all I am
It's hard for me to put into words
Or put on the page
I don’t want you getting hurt
Never tryna discredit
That you put in work
This ain't about who's to blame
Or who did it first
I promise it's all love
That will never change
I'm sorry love
I know that I've caused hella pain
Sometimes I feel like I'm on another plain
Sometimes I feel like to you it's just another game
The Crazy part is
You’d prolly say the same
I just gotta set me free
I never asked no one’s opinion
So just let me be
Every time I go
Weight lifts from me
Our love has grown cold
I must set me free
You see I've never been a wealthy man
If it’s fam I promise I give you all I can
At this point
I've taken all
That I can stand
Our love has grown froze
As the bitter wind
I look at my son
And it tears me apart
I ain't never mean to RIP my family apart
Or was it a mistake
To make a fam from the start
The questions
That hurt my head and my heart
I've known you since a child
I don’t want you gone
I hope after the storm
There is another calm
Sometimes I feel like I'm on another plain
Sometimes I feel like to you it's just another game
The hardest part is
You’d prolly say the same
I just gotta set me free
I never asked no one’s opinion
So just let me be
Every time I go
Weight lifts from me
Our love has grown cold
I must set me free
Every time I go
Weight lifts from me
Our love has grown cold
I must set me free
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